Andy

Trapped in sadness about my mother, my father is also on my mind a lot. Which is why I find myself searching for Andy Williams online. When he pops up in his skinny Mad Men tie and young face, I cry. I watched Andy Williams with my father every Sunday night....

Crying

I received a call from my mother‘s nursing home. She was unable to walk, withdrawn. So I drove up to see her. At first, my mother thought that I was her mother. She was tentative, passive. Her once fabulously inventive vocabulary shrunken. Her once over-the-top...

I Wish You Love

Rinpoche taught me to meditate on emotions. Carefully. When I meditated on loss and love, this song popped into my head (Rachael Yamagata...